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We went out for food earlier and my mood broke a little. I am NOT comfortable, really, in loud crowded places. I keep twitching and jumping and feeling sick and tearful after. Unfortunately there'll be a repeat performance, since I'm hopefully going out to pick up a Dragon Quest map at Best Buy today. (With any luck.) I hope I don't freak out or anything. That's shameful.
Also on this hot, dry morning, someone dumped a cigarette in the mulch outside our window.
*type type type*
*look up*
*plume of smoke*
That's -jarring-, right there. (Went out with a cup of water and put it out.)
Feeling talkative and twitchy as hell lately. I apologize if I'm spamming the crap out of Livejournal. Think of it as the flip side of the times I spend two weeks dead silent.
Also on this hot, dry morning, someone dumped a cigarette in the mulch outside our window.
*type type type*
*look up*
*plume of smoke*
That's -jarring-, right there. (Went out with a cup of water and put it out.)
Feeling talkative and twitchy as hell lately. I apologize if I'm spamming the crap out of Livejournal. Think of it as the flip side of the times I spend two weeks dead silent.
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Date: 2010-08-07 04:18 pm (UTC)And as for your potential arson situation, ouch. Good thing you caught it before it actually became a hazard. Part of the reason I can't stand smoking--they throw their cigarette butts anywhere they feel like it, it seems. :-(
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Date: 2010-08-07 06:19 pm (UTC)Re your title: I don't know if this happens to other people, but I noticed that when I first joined the fandom I talked to everyone. And then I got emotionally drained from everyone telling me their problems in horrendously great detail (not friends - everyone else), so I pulled back a lot. And now I notice that there are a handful of people in the fandom that I just actively very strongly dislike - folks that years ago I woulda just been all, "Mwah, whatever." It's a weird thing; I don't know if it's social anxiety or just these two or three particular people that have caused me to have no more tolerance for horking all conversation all the time.
Sigh. Now you've inadvertently gotten me all philosophical.
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Date: 2010-08-08 09:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-10 08:24 pm (UTC)There are 6 billion folks on the planet. Even we met each and every one of them, we aren't going to like them all, and they aren't all going to like us. That's okay. It's normal. Not everyone is as awesome as we are.
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Date: 2010-08-07 10:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-08 08:59 am (UTC)Still, yeah. It's nice to have a wingman to fly cover in case I need to bail out.
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Date: 2010-08-09 01:20 am (UTC)Maybe we can, I dunno, hijack a cave and hole up for the rest of 2010. You, Rin, and Reyna can stay inside, and I'll venture out to get necessities as needed. No one allowed inside without a secret password AND token.