Toothsome Misery
Jun. 18th, 2020 04:16 pmA few days ago, I developed a toothache. Arranging a dental appointment is rather miserable In Our Trying Times(TM) but I did so as soon as possible. Today was the appointment.
I have an infected nerve, and my options are "have the tooth removed" OR "pay a very large amount of money to be hurt by a root canal".
I am choosing to lose the tooth, but it cannot come out until July 8th, unless there's a cancellation and I get real lucky.
My nervous system is trying to eat itself in a very sensitive place, and my only comfort is that I did all the right things. ("Your oral hygiene looks perfect, really. I don't know why this happened. Internal tooth crack, perhaps.")
It is possible to commit no mistakes and still lose. All I have to do is survive now, and I will survive. But I will not do it quietly or gracefully. I am going to be a fucking miserable lump. I am a seriously whiny bitch when I'm in pain, and I am in some BOY HOWDY PAIN DONTCHA KNOW.
So!
I just wanted everyone to know where I stood, or rather slumped and whimpered, and how things are going. I will try not to be a spiteful, hateful bitch on social media. But I am likely to be shorter-tempered than usual and perhaps lack patience for social graces.
I apologize in advance.
I have an infected nerve, and my options are "have the tooth removed" OR "pay a very large amount of money to be hurt by a root canal".
I am choosing to lose the tooth, but it cannot come out until July 8th, unless there's a cancellation and I get real lucky.
My nervous system is trying to eat itself in a very sensitive place, and my only comfort is that I did all the right things. ("Your oral hygiene looks perfect, really. I don't know why this happened. Internal tooth crack, perhaps.")
It is possible to commit no mistakes and still lose. All I have to do is survive now, and I will survive. But I will not do it quietly or gracefully. I am going to be a fucking miserable lump. I am a seriously whiny bitch when I'm in pain, and I am in some BOY HOWDY PAIN DONTCHA KNOW.
So!
I just wanted everyone to know where I stood, or rather slumped and whimpered, and how things are going. I will try not to be a spiteful, hateful bitch on social media. But I am likely to be shorter-tempered than usual and perhaps lack patience for social graces.
I apologize in advance.
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Date: 2020-06-18 10:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-06-19 12:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-06-19 12:07 am (UTC)anyway you are fully justified in whinging about it, it's utterly awful. D:
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Date: 2020-06-19 07:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-06-19 10:14 am (UTC)I thought you were from Maine not Minnesota.
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Date: 2020-06-19 11:57 am (UTC)