Lurking Horror.
Jun. 9th, 2005 03:26 pmI know it's there.
I'm going to have to face it soon, or risk the loss. I know it's there waiting. I will have to open it, make contact. There will be work, but it will tire and fall, or I will.
It's wearing even to think about. I feel the drain on my spirit, my sanity, just knowing of its presence. It's been there for months, it will never go away. Hard to believe something so insignificant can exert such psychological pressure.
It will be there forever unless I confront it.
Here goes.
I'm going to have to face it soon, or risk the loss. I know it's there waiting. I will have to open it, make contact. There will be work, but it will tire and fall, or I will.
It's wearing even to think about. I feel the drain on my spirit, my sanity, just knowing of its presence. It's been there for months, it will never go away. Hard to believe something so insignificant can exert such psychological pressure.
It will be there forever unless I confront it.
Here goes.
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Date: 2005-06-09 07:44 pm (UTC)The significance in your mind is what counts, and that seems to be increasing.
Good Luck
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Date: 2005-06-09 07:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-09 07:52 pm (UTC)