Okay, it's official.

[xyzzysqrl]

I'm depressed. Not sure how that happened, actually. Might be that I'm sick, might be that I'm just having a resurgance of the chronic clinical depression. Something like that. Either way, my mood's pegged the low end of Zeroville.

To the point where my antivirus checker popping up and cutting off the middle of that last sentence made me glare and twitch and try not to scream at it. Now I'm kind of emotional. Huh. This is bad. At least I'm recognizing it instead of just sitting around trying to figure out why I feel like dead weight and then slouching back to bed, like I have been the last few... weeks, I guess.

So I'm going to sit here for a bit, and nibble White Rabbit Candies and eventually go outside and take a long walk for a bit, probably around 4 AM, just to get out of the apartment before the sun comes up and humanity fills the streets, and then come back and shower for a year or so.

We'll see how I feel after that.

Anyway, if I've seemed abrupt, or pissed off, or short with you lately, I apologize. Let me know if you feel offended and I'll apologize to you in person. I'm going to try to stay away from people in general until this blows over some.

Comments

[dour.livejournal.com]

I have to say, this probably ties in with your recent extreme hermit-y-ness. Which came first is questionable, but they definitely feed each other. You should maybe try to see more people more often.

[rosycat.livejournal.com]

*Big snuggle!!*

I know just what that's like. Hang in there!

[slipscale.livejournal.com]

Eeef. I missed this post somehow.

~Wraps you up in soft, floofy tail~

I do know how you feel. I get bouts of that every now and again where the depression and stress really get to me. I won't try and suggest ways to deal with it because I'm not you, and we each deal with our stress in different ways.

~Snugs~ I may not know you all THAT well, but I still worry about the Sqrl. Take care of yourself.