Yeah, okay.
Jan. 13th, 2010 07:08 amSo. At the moment I'm awake overnight, because I sleep best in the daytime and not in the evenings. I've never known why, but it is a thing and I am able to accommodate it lately. I'm playing Mobile Suit Saga, which is a PS2 RPG about assembling little SD Gundams and kicking ass with them. It's not my game file, it's the woof's, but while he's asleep I'm grinding for cash so he can afford to break the game wide open. I kinda like aimless grinding, so I'm happy to do this.
I'm going to be 28 soon. This isn't really where I saw myself at 28, but looking back all the places I -did- see myself at 28 are wildly impractical and kind of dumb. (I did not want to be a pro wrestler for more than one year of my life, for example.)
This is okay. This is pretty awesome, in fact. It's absolutely not a bad way to spend a life. If I can keep this level of quiet comfort going for a long time, I'm going to stay reasonably happy. I just need reminding of that, now and then.
I'm going to be 28 soon. This isn't really where I saw myself at 28, but looking back all the places I -did- see myself at 28 are wildly impractical and kind of dumb. (I did not want to be a pro wrestler for more than one year of my life, for example.)
This is okay. This is pretty awesome, in fact. It's absolutely not a bad way to spend a life. If I can keep this level of quiet comfort going for a long time, I'm going to stay reasonably happy. I just need reminding of that, now and then.