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xyzzysqrl ([personal profile] xyzzysqrl) wrote2010-11-08 08:56 am

...and the rest!

As to what else I've been up to, besides hyperkinetic meme posting: Not a lot.

I had a cold for a while. Lots of sneezing there.
I vaguely miss my perscribed medication. I would like to be back on it, please. For a number of reasons this is not possible.
(Why is it when I'm ON it I get nervous and all "Oh no, I am using drugs to modulate my moods, this could be a bad thing!" and when I'm OFF it I'm like "GIVE ME BACK THE DRUGS. Make me not sad all the time! I want to be a HAPPY bunny!")

...not that I particularly wish to be a bunny, although I admit I would not turn down bunny pills. Why am I thinking about this? ... Don't answer that. Shush.

Uhm... That's really about all. I have, straight-up, been unenergetic and uninteresting as we gracelessly stomp through fall into winter. Frankly I prefer it this way, quiet and uneventful. It means nothing is going wrong that I have to flip out about. I approve of that, y'know?

[identity profile] arkofeden.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
Some years ago, I was on Zoloft for two weeks before the side effects got too bad for me to handle. That's been my only experience with psychopharms, but I think that if I had to be on them long-term I'd probably have about the same attitude towards them.

It feels kind of like not being able to win, but maybe the good mood would be worth it, assuming that I could ever find a prescription without such nasty side effects. Meanwhile, I offer hugs as a small consolation for the loss of your meds and I hope you're able to get them back before things get much worse. :( <3

--Riss.

[identity profile] arkofeden.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks! *bountiful hugbacks* Though I'd hesitate to rate my worries higher than anyone else's, since they may just look huge on account of me bitchin' and whinin' enough for ten people. Objects In Mirror Are Closer Than They Appear, etc. ^^;;; Take care of yourself~~

--Riss.