Afraid I've got nothing to say that's as detailed as what the last commenter said...I'll leave it at cool entry.

And Kudos for realizing you don't understand yourself. I don't believe people ever fully can understand themselves, and I take it as a sign of naivete to some degree when someone claims that they always understand why they do things.

Good luck with understanding people though. So many of us defy comprehension. Did I sound bitter just then? :)